Emigré

This is my land. These hills and lakes,

valleys rich with almond and pomegranate.

I was born here, the dirt is under my nails,

rich, dark, washed down from the mountains.

I will not go gladly. You speak of the future

of leaving this land to find the new.

New friends, new family. I see the barren earth,

the desert, stone, sand,

a landscape that does not change. Time

erodes the ruins, stolen for building,

eaten by termites, only dust now,

blown in ghostly spirals, devils in sand.

You can not map me. The desert inside

is beyond your comprehension. No contours

give shape to my feelings. No careful shading

in green and brown can draw me.

By the river a farmers wife, sweating

in the heat, picks figs, her daughter

filling the basket, the boy whispering

to the donkey.

Emigré was published in Issue 14 of The Alchemy Spoon in December 2024.