Digging

Uncle Charlie dug the garden every winter

to get away from the noise of children,

chatter of women, to a world

of memory, where birdsong, wind

in the trees and cold crisp air shut out

the tortured present, where soldiers 

under fire, laughed at death,

scavenging for eggs, chickens. 

After the shelling, noise

always made him tremble. He’d 

pick up his spade and head for

the allotment, see the bombed 

remains of his parents’ house,

his wartime bride, free 

from interruption to think, lose 

himself in silence. 

On bad days he’d take out 

his medals, arrange them by date, recite 

the names of comrades, a murmured roll-call.

The day he died, he polished his medals,

pinned them to his jacket, his beret

smart, and made his peace with

his captured Mauser.